Currently Watching 40 Days and 40 Nights By Josh Hartnett, Shannyn Sossamon see related

Hey everyone, this is one of Mandy's old friends.  I know she is going to be pissed about me doing this but I just am asking for some prayers.  I am moving away on Sunday, July 18th, for quite some time and I need all the prayers that I can get.  This is going to be a real hard time in my life and I just want some help.  I know she hates me and never wants to see me again but I just want her to know what is going on in my life.  The only contact I have is through mail.  If anyone wants to send me mail please talk to my parents for the address.  Hope you all have a great summer..

Mandy,

    I just want you to know you are an amazing, beautiful, and intelligent girl.  Everytime I look into your crystal blue eyes, I see a girl that is going to be a great wife to someone and an unbelievable mother.  I wish I was the man in your life for you to spend that with.  I want to apologize for everything I have said or done that has made you miserable in the past few months.  I really am sorry.  All I am asking for is your prayers while I go to a place for at least a month and maybe longer.  I am not for sure that I will be going to school first semester.  This is hard for both of us, I know, but eventually we will both be happy and able to be great friends again.  I just want you to know I love you and I will be praying your first year of college goes great and I hope your future relationships are the best they can possibly be.  Please let your parents know I miss them and would love to be able to see and hang out with them again.  You will always have a spot in my heart that can never be forgotten. 

I love you,

Michael

Here is a poem I want you to read..I found it and it explains the feelings I have for you...

Every drop of your love
brings amazing warmth to my world
and gives me something no one else can,
a reason to open my heart
and share all of life’s wonderful moments.

You have this incredible universe inside of you,
with the gift of laughter, the miracle of honest friendship,
and the blessing of a caring soul. You are the rose of my love,
the sunshine in my day and the smile of my every thought.
I hold these glowing visions of your infinite tranquilities
closest to my heart, inseparable in everyway.

When I wake up I can’t breathe without you and
I don’t want to waste another second without
letting you know how much your love means to me.
You are the spirit of my hopes, the passion in my dreams,
and all of the familiar joys of my life.
When I look into your gentle eyes, I realize.
I’ve been loving you my whole life.

I Will Love You Forever

I fell in love tonight.... With a boy named Matt Wertz. He is amazing and Sara and I are going to FIGHT for him.  Just thought I would let you know..... SARA THE SONG IS ABOUT ME!!!

"so you go hide and ill come seek and maybe someday in the middle we just might meet, because im counting to 100 and i promise i won't peek, so i guess only time will tell, cuz i'd hate to hear that you're all alone, all alone girl, overlooked in search of someone else....." - Matt Wertz

Yep he wrote it for me.... LOVE YOU SARA!!

K... So I just got home from my brothers wedding in Big Sky, Montana and it was probably the most fun trip I have ever been on!! The scenerey was so beautiful and the wedding turned out perfect! I made so so many wonderful new friends and plenty of memories too.  Meagan, Joy, Julie, Tara, Preston, Pete, Justin, Blair and Daniel... I would say we made a pretty good looking wedding party :) 

It was a great time, but its definatley nice to be home again.  I am now just looking forward to the reception in Steam boat and then one here in OKC on the 24th!  Come if you can!! Have a great night, ttyl!

Currently Playing Waiting for My Rocket to Come By Jason Mraz see related

Last night was one of the hardest nights of my life.... I had to say goodbye to something/someone very important to me.  I need your prayers..... Thanks.

Happy Fathers Day!  I went to church with my fam this morning and then to lunch at the Petroleum Club... I dunno why everyone likes that place so much cause I think the food SUCKS! but oh well.  I'm going to church AGAIN tonight at Life this time with some friends.... Should be a good time.  I hope you all have a nice evening... Be safe! LATER

~ The only guy a girl can depend on is her Daddy.....~